[ She isn't trying to be obtuse this it's just ... difficult. It was painful to dwell on, much less discuss it and attempt ot parse through it all.
[ But, by now, she's also learned that simply wallowing in misery accomplishes nothing, so ...
[ She takes a deep breath and begins typing. ]
After we made camp at the end of our first day of travel, we had an opportunity to sit down and talk. To clear the air between us as you and I had.
At first that conversation went well. We apologized for worrying each other. Kotone admitted how much she's been struggling with the reality of her own death, and how difficult she finds discussing her problems.
[ Putting that into words brings the memory of the conversation's end rushing back to the forefront of her mind. She can see Kotone's wounded, heartbroken expression as clearly as she would if they were still standing there, and it dredges up a fresh wave of guilt and self-loathing. ]
Then, she brought up a [ She gets hung up here, and retypes the sentence several times before landing on: ] a previous discussion. One from before our final battle with Nyx.
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Date: 2021-09-01 05:41 am (UTC)[ She isn't trying to be obtuse this it's just ... difficult. It was painful to dwell on, much less discuss it and attempt ot parse through it all.
[ But, by now, she's also learned that simply wallowing in misery accomplishes nothing, so ...
[ She takes a deep breath and begins typing. ]
After we made camp at the end of our first day of travel, we had an opportunity to sit down and talk. To clear the air between us as you and I had.
At first that conversation went well. We apologized for worrying each other. Kotone admitted how much she's been struggling with the reality of her own death, and how difficult she finds discussing her problems.
[ Putting that into words brings the memory of the conversation's end rushing back to the forefront of her mind. She can see Kotone's wounded, heartbroken expression as clearly as she would if they were still standing there, and it dredges up a fresh wave of guilt and self-loathing. ]
Then, she brought up a [ She gets hung up here, and retypes the sentence several times before landing on: ] a previous discussion. One from before our final battle with Nyx.